I'm failed without any hope:(

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i'm very sad about it.i don't know why...why does the man is me....i prepareed for it for almost 13 years.but i still failed at the end....i can't see and feel where is the hope..it just like the god telling me that u haven't got any yesterday,today and tomorrow.
my whole life....i don't wanna think about it.its so terrible for me.all my dreams r ruined.
hehe..i just don't wanna cry.i don't know the reason.maybe my life is also being designed before.
i can't get my happiness.my life will begins with a terrible beginning.i juts...i just don't know how to deal with it....i...i can't think of ...how can i faced by my family..how can i care them when my parents r getting old....oh my god.
i'm failed without any hope.
maybe at the moment before i could say i believe i can fly.but now i couldn't...cause i know thats impossible for me.
my friends,my family..i just wanna say sorry.
i'm sorry

find somthing to care

about 3 days ago..ummm...i knew about Melee from the TV programme..and i think tha t i was absourted by them by the first sight.haha....:p
they r really very good...and so that i searched about they all day.....and i feel close to them...

its different from us in china...thats great..haha

i don't know how to say these days..cause i'm waitting for my admittion from an university ...but.....i don't know..it make me crazyyyyyy....

god,plz help me,ok???

:)

tomorrow is another day...hurry up...:p

normal day

today i woke up earlir than usual......
ummmm....i think its better to wake up early in the morning.i saw and felt many wonderful things.and i have a long time to relax myself.i wanna do something different.haha....
i will come up:[

haha,happy!!!

i'm so happy cause the song by stefanie sun that i like very much.
i'm listening to the song while writting the blog.i wanna say thanks to the DJ.u make my day begins with happiness...:)

hey,my first blog~~

ummm...i don't know what to say ...:p
this site can let me feel close to my yanzi ,haha ...
ok,i think this blog will become my private blog cause...haha...
hello to myself!!!!